Sunday, April 24, 2011

In Joy

I was wondering if like when we say I am in pain we can say I am in joy. If this is not proper English I think it deserve to be! 
Today everything is in Joy, all things are in the most deep, most meaningful, most joyous Joy! Except the one (and all those who are under his dominion!) who convinced himself that he could conquer the Giver of Joy, the Creator of all right and beautiful!

Today I decided to wake up again! To wake up and decalre that Morning is full and there is no more room for sleep!

O Earth, O Earth, return!
Arise from out the dewy grass!
Night is worn,
And the morn
Rises from the slumberous mass.
From the Introduction of  "Songs of Experience" by William Blake

Sunday, April 17, 2011


I have the tendency to walk with my shoulders down. I thought it was physical because I felt bad being taller than the other girls around me but that reason did not really convince me deep down... I think it has something to do with the way I think about myself and the silly tricks my mind play on me, things like I need to feel bad about myself and all that... But God refuses to leave any area be it silly or not without bestowing grace and insight, yes even shoulders. So I was wondering about my posture and I remembered a verse that really touched my heart:

Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the Lord has risen upon you.
Isaiah 60:1 (ESV)

So I decided, I will rise and I will lift my head and my shoulders and walk victorious, in my physical and spiritual walk for the glory of the Lord has risen on me indeed!

Friday, April 8, 2011

My Colleague

My colleague, is so beautiful (like the picture of the purple flowers)! She has a heart full of compassion! Kindness beyond imagination! 
I always thought I am very blessed beyond what I deserve but today this thought was so before me, so concrete because of her!

Sometimes I start to treat her like she is my age because she is so humble but it hit me everytime I realise she is more than double my age!

Today, in fact, was one of these day where anything she does hit my nerves because or I would do it differently or I was so overwhelmed with work that one more word will seem like a text, and logically after such a day I would never come to love her more but it happened! I loved everything about her today! I wondered why and I honestly found no reasonable answer. I just felt I need to stop and thank God for how much to the details He takes care of me!

Friday, April 1, 2011

Soap Bubbles

I love soap bubbles! They have mini-rainbows in them! They are fun and make almost all people smile, they bring joy! Cats a too are fascinated by these and try to follow it!They are nicely scented, they can do shapes, they can fill useless space! Simply they are so cool!

But their mystery is in their delicacy! Attachment harm it and will be an obstacle for it to fly high and to be held it needs great gentleness and  will only land if the surface is safe. Isn't it too much like humans?!